Life,on its own,is like a cycle.
A damned cycle to begin with, one that will repeat itself again and again.
Be it a cycle involving the same people,or involving different ones.
Because no matter how hard you try to break out of this cycle, you’ll get hurt eventually.
Sometimes i question self worth, and how much weight i have in other people’s hearts.
After i come to a conclusion, i tell myself that sometimes people act like they’re supposed to,not what they really feel.
Now, i really have no clue how to make sense of everything around me.
Laugh in the face of this adversity?
Too much worrying,too many constrictions prevent us from behaving like normal people.
We’ll just be accustomed to believing that we’re in a shit hole.
Why do i feel so out of place?
Why does everyone seem so different and irrational out of a sudden.
I’ve tried my hardest,maybe it’s time everyone starts making sense to me, not me making sense to everyone.
people change and go like seasons.
i actually……don’t know who and what you’ve all become.
/////////on a side note, i have a weird habit of deleting peoples numbers off my phone.but when they text,
i give them oxymoronic contact details.
//////////////////i…am sick and tired of jerks they should just..dissipate and evaporate.really.
// and to you, i don’t think i am what i used to be,so i don’t really give a shit about us anymore.
and to myself:please get a life- listen to more We are scientists/Of montreal to keep yourself sane,
read more books to maintain your well being and have more cupcake pebbles.
xxx