So these pictures are the best out of the lot. Well i turned 15 (gasp) and i didn’t really feel quite different…
Probably age doesn’t really get to you when you get older. Or is it just me?
Meals,suprises and presents were what greeted me on my birthday which i was really happy for.
So thank you to those who made everything special for me <3
On a side note:
Here i am making sense of what is currently a tummult of problems and preconceptions all jumbled up into a paranoid subconscious.I had a really scary dream last night about a friends of mine.It made me worry so muchh about it the whole day because it just seemed so…real.
I guess throughout these few months of sharing my thoughts here,i realize the great amount of thought i always put before typing a post.Sometimes my posts might appear stupid,and some personal.But i guess after reviewing the archives i realised that i have changed.
Change is only constant.And so i should try to accept change,but i don’t really know what to make out of it.
Sometimes i’d just be so inclined and presumptous to think that i’m the cause of all the problems between us.But actually after giving stuff much thought,it’s actually the fault of the two of us.
Nobody’s perfect in this secular world and i’m not expecting anything of you.Sometimes thoughts flood my mind so rapidly they translate into tears and it’s just a freaking cycle.
I’ve told myself never to be upset over such minor issues like these,but it’s definitely hard to see a friend so close just slip through your fingers and drift away like that.
It’s hard to heal the scars,because deep inside you know what caused them and it’s never really easy to forget.
Happy birthday,xx.
